WHY DONT WE LISTEN TO WHAT OUR PARENTS SAY? NOW I KNOW FOR SURE THAT THEY ARE RIGHT!!
god i wish i could help everyone but i cant.. ASA AND CHANEL.. i try to protect but i cant.. been through that and its not right..

sometimes i wonder if brandon was the biggest mistake of my life.. or the best mistake of my life.. when i met him.. my mom told me not to.. didnt listen.. did it.. thought he liked me.. just wanted to fuck me.. stupid me.. i thought he wanted a relationship with him.. ended up biggest mistake.. got him back.. deal i promised myself.. and now its all crazy.. honestly.. we fight more then anything.. and dont ever go out cause some stupid things has to happen.. buy a new computer.. car payment.. insurance.. and now smaegols hospital bill.. i dotn know if i get bossed around more.. or if i do the bossing

smaegols surgery was today.. was worried.. the doctor called and said he lost a lot of bone or sumin.. hopefully he can hear 100% i am scared.. I LOVE SMAEGOL SOO MUCH NOW.. i love his face.. i love his sounds that irritate me.. and i love the way he is.. whee.. i cant wait to see him.. IM SURE I SOUND REALLY LAME RIGHT NOW..

ON MAY 27, 2004 IS TRUFLES 1ST BIRTHDAY.. congrats to sasha.. its at the human society.. all u freaks better not come.. its great shes gonna have a dog cake adn everything.. dont know what to buy her.. maybe some greenies.. or some clothes.. I WANT SMAEGOL TO COME.. HE CANT THOUGH.. I WANT HIM HOME.. NOW!!

OH YES HERE IS A PICTURE OF ALL THE SEXY BOYS IN MY HOMEROOM.. CAN ANYONE GUESS WHAT THAT IS IN THE BACKGROUND??

this is lame.. ppl are lame.. ok here is the situation.. this person i know.. just broke up with his gf.. they were only going out for less than 2 months.. and now hes really sad adn he said hes going to drink, have sex (virgin), and smoke pot.. hes never done any of that before.. that is lame..a  gurl that dumb is going to make him act stupid.. sorry but i think he is being really stupid right now.. first of all its been less than 2 months.. trust me u werent in love.. ur a kid.. im a kid.. we think lust is love.. its not.. come on give me a break.. move on.. stop being a loser..

hear.. here is a picture for my sweet little buddy

i didnt know what to write all this time.. now i do.. i feel soo sad and scared for smaegol.. hes in bad condition and his arm is getting worse.. u can hear him scream non-stop when he falls on his arm.. when will it end and when will he be better? i just pray that the medical bills for his surgery wont be too high.. and why cant i have a job so i can help pay for the medican expensis? im just glad that he is alive and breathing.. i bought him greemies.. i hope that will make him feel better..

5 MORE DAYS OF SKOOL.. THIS IS THE HARD PART WHEN I AM TRYING TO MAKE SUER MY GRADES STAY UP..